I’ve been stressed beyond belief and tonight I finally broke. And now I’m a mess and find myself just shrugging at everything.
I want a hug from my Daddy. I want some reassurance. I want to know that I’m doing everything right. I want to know I’m making someone proud. I want to stop trying. I want to know that people are remembering me in their busy, everyday lives. I want to make sure that my boyfriend is happy and that he wouldn’t be better with someone else.
I want to be strong. I really do. But I’m just tired of it.
Stop whining. I know. I should.